Magnus Itland (itlandm) wrote,
Magnus Itland

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Down to sleep ...

In the morning, I am just happy to wake up alive and reasonably unhurt from the helplessness of sleep. When the evening comes, I face that descent again. Like a reminder of my mortality. The cheer is gone, replaced with somber reflection.

For me, to sleep is to die a little. I hate the helplessness, the darkening of my always burning awareness. In the dark, I become a fearful little porcupet, worried what unknown dangers may come silently while I sleep. Will I really wake again?

Already, I long for the morning.

Oooh, this is sooo going to help my semi-suicidal teen angst friends...
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